What is today suppose to be?
I am losing track of the dates and day.
Everyday feels the same, play, pause, rewind.
Communication is key, isn't it?
At least that's what was mentioned.
I used to think communication was the key, until I realised what comprehension is. Try communicating all you want with someone, but if they don't understand you, it's pointless. Words fall on deaf ears, it is as if you are talking to a wall. But even some walls echo back the words heard. At least, it's being heard, somewhat.
Speaking your mind doesn't kill right?
But why do I get shot for speaking?
The most pathetic feeling is when you get in a fight with someone because you expressed what made you feel upset and irritated. Instead of apologising, they find a way to make you feel even worse about it and you are left regretting saying anything at all. I should have just kept silent.
Should I just not say anything at all?
I wish for adventure, or at least something to look forward to.
I wish for peace and harmony, not obliviousness.
I wish for silence, not silent chaos.
Sometimes a whisper is louder than a shout.
But I can barely hear myself, mumbles.
My words are only too loud when they don't hear above their din.
Just a month more...
Maybe slightly more than a month, who knows.
I gave up counting.
