I'm honestly sick and tired of your nonsense.
I've had enough.
Don't test my patience any longer.
Time and time again, I have let bygones be bygones.
Trying to keep my cool, I tolerated and pretended like nothing has happened.
But you have to throw your sass into my face once again.
You said you want to be treated like an adult. Then act like one!
You find the most childish and trivial things to argue and fight with. Every little event that goes against you, you blame others for the misfortune. It is never ever your fault. You are always right. You always seem to feel that you need to put others down back into their places and you think highly about yourself.
You said you want to take care of the environment. Why don't you take care of yourself first. You rather save the chickens and be all high up about ethical farming, and starve yourself till you get an unhealthy stomach and make others worry about you. Heck it, you don't even take your meals properly and you call yourself a functional adult.
You said we don't care about you. But you just don't see it.
Multiple times I've tried to be the caring older sister and strike a conversation with you.
How was your day? Where are you headed to? Have you eaten?
All these harmless questions just to ask about your well-being, and you shot them down.
Why do you care?
And then when I give up asking, you say you don't act like an older sister and you don't care about me.
It hurts a lot honestly, a lot.
It makes it seem I am no good as someone older, that I am unworthy to be in your sight.
I've tried and I want to keep trying to salvage it.
But I am tired of your attitude.
Anyways, beside the rants... ...
A milestone reached!
My 100th blog post!
Seems like it has taken me awhile.
This is my first and only blog so far, and I've kept it up and running since 2011. I'm so proud of myself for persevering on and living life.
At least this ended on a positive note.
