It has been a week since the school semester ended.
Exams and assignments are long gone and finished.
School's out and the much needed holiday has started.
I should feel a sense of relief that I have survived yet another tiring school term, shouldn't I? I should be happy that the long awaited holidays are finally here, shouldn't I?
But that doesn't seem the case anymore.
I'm suppose to feel relieved, but yet I feel...lost and empty.
Throughout the semester, there was a sole goal in mind - to work hard and do the best I could. Consistent (well most of the time) work and tutorials, what seem like endless revision to do and getting through school days in general, filled most of my time. One after another they are layed out for me to do, somewhat like a routine.
And when finals are over, I realised I have nothing to work towards anymore.
There in't anything to plan my time anymore. There isn't a nagging tutorial or test that I need to do or revise for. There isn't a goal to work towards anymore.
It's funny how during term time when you have minimal time, but you have so many things you need to do and want to do. But when holidays come, I honestly don't feel like doing anything at all.
