Time flies too fast...
It is already coming to the middle of the year.
My teenage years are flying away before me unknowingly.
A new semester starts, an old race finishes and is packed away as a memory.
However, as fast as the previous race ends, a brand new race begins.
There's a new phase in life starting for me soon, but what is there to prepare?
Something new, bringing out a race of unpredictable obstacles, and the unexpected. Currently, I'm only heading towards the starting line and everything seems different already. Atmosphere has definitely become more hostile with uncomfortable tension, regardless of it being within the family or friends. The view of yourself is changing from both your own eyes and those of others. Is it a good difference, I can't tell. The people around me has change, some drastically, while some only physically. What was once just a mere competition to the best you can do has jumped into a heated war, where only the strongest and most cunning will survive the blood sheds. So here I am, the mere insignificant me, already losing even before the real battle starts.
They say to embrace the change, as it is usually for the better. But what if this change is too depressing and suffocating that you are uncontrollably going down with it? A new race to get you further in life, to broaden your limits and horizons. But what if the race isn't meant for you and is nothing but a race because you are helpless against it?
It has only reached mid year, and it is already stained by much crisis.
How am I going to survive till the end?
