That's the thing about stress. They build up pressure way past exploding point.
That's the thing about failures. They make you more depressed than you already are.
That's the thing about losing yourself. You don't know what's the real you.
That's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt.
That's the thing about reality. It slaps you and shatters your dreams.
That's the thing about me. I want to give up and runaway, but I can't.
Sometimes such circumstances start running straight into your life and you can't avoid it. No matter how hard you try, it comes back face to face with you. Going round it won't help. Climbing over it doesn't help either. The only way is to go head first into it, even if you are not prepared. I am failing over and over again at the same spot, sometimes even falling backwards to a spot further away. I've tried getting a head-start running through the obstacle, but all I get is blisters from running. I've tried numerous plans to get through it, but one by one they fail, causing me to fall backwards further than I already am.
I want to give, drop everything and let go of it. Is going through this obstacle necessary? It is even beneficial? Can I please stop now? I'm drained, lifeless, unfocused and am no longer useful.
That's the thing about life. We can't escape from it at all.
