Efforts and Hard work. How are they defined? Many of the times, they are made known only because of the resulting victories and good outcome. But what if these brilliant results are not there? Does that mean you didn't put in your effort? Of course not. But many people don't see this. They don't know how much effort you have put in, they just based in on the unfair result you have to judge you. And there's nothing you can do about it. The more you say or act against it, the more they think you deserve to get whatever result you have gotten. So the best thing to do is keep quiet, and let it eat you up from the inside slowly, painfully... ...
I've put in my best already and give it my all. But they can't to see, or in this case, hear the effort that I've put in to give it my best shot. With the same amount of effort put in, everyone one has a different result. Everyone is different. You certainly can't expect me to be like someone who is much better than me. You can only do the best you can, and try to be like that certain role model, but you'll still be different. Just because I can't, it makes me seem like a loser and a drop out, never being able to be on par with the rest. Everyone has a different quality result, it is something that you just have to live with it. But still, many do not accept the fact.
What can I do? I really don't want to be the black sheep and the left behind... ...
I can't catch up with the others... ...
