Graduation Day. A part of my life in the education system is coming to an end.
Endings should be beautiful, complete, but sometimes sad.
But I feel nothing if the sort, only the incessant feeling of many unanswered questions that I yearn for the answers of them.
Questions that I want to ask, but I don't dare to.
Doubts that you wished to be clarified, but there is no way of approaching it.
I'm tired of explaining the situation to everyone.
''Are they together?'' ''So sweet, they are a couple?'' ''Since when?''
A couple. Are they? I glanced at the close proximity between the girl, one of my closest friends, and the boy, someone who we have been in the same class since 3 years ago. The girl's head on the boy's shoulder, eyes close and smile on her face, both oblivious to the attention that are getting.
There shouldn't be such secrets between us as close and best friends, should there? I have questioned my bestie countless times. Nope, not together, is what she always says. Every time I question, I will get the same answer. So I tell them what she told me, ''No, they are not together, just really close friends.''
But your closeness to the boy is making me doubtful. At this point in time, even I myself am unsure what the situation really is. There is no longer the friend zone space between the boy and friend. Wouldn't that mean that he is your boyfriend, and something more than just friends? You are always talking to him, leaving the rest of your besties and me out. I can't even put in a word when you are with him. When I talk to you, you don't reply me, keeping your eyes and smile directed at him. You push me away and put your arms around his waist. You easily get irritated with me, yet you willingly hug him and thank him for being a wonderful friend. Is it still just friends?
I want to question you again. Will you still give me the same answer?
We just have less than two months before we go our separate paths, and I really don't want this to spoil our treasured friendship.
The bonds between the five treasured friends were once with infinite strength, sharing the best, absolute and perfect moments together.
But even at infinity and beyond, we are drifting apart, slowly.
I don't want to lose my besties.
But the unanswered question still remains.
